发现我们之间的想法渐渐不同了

发现我们越来越爱争吵了

发现你的冷漠渐渐变得多了

发现你都不听我的解释了

发现我的脆弱渐渐变得大了

发现我终于找到寂寞了

宝贝我们究竟怎么了

疲倦了就想放手了吗

爱不是想来就来想走就走这么简单的

你明白吗

如果真这样

你觉得值不值得

告诉我我们究竟哪儿错了

这一刻我们沉默了

我们开心的时光你却不记得

那些悲伤的偏偏要记得如此深刻

宝贝

我们究竟怎么了

告诉我好吗

我是这个世界上，最了解你，最在乎，最爱你，最熟悉的陌生人..
是什么原因让我们变成现在的局面，是因为相见恨晚吗?
还是从一开始，都只是我的一厢情愿?..

不管我的心再怎么痛，你永远都不会看到，
不管我的心再怎么爱你，你永远都不会知道..
我只能在漆黑的夜晚，卸下我的伪装，卸下我的坚强.. 我只能在漆黑的夜里，独自流下眼泪，回想你给过我的幸福.. 在黑夜里，分辨我和你之间谁爱谁多一点..

第一次和你分手之后，我经常都这么对老天爷说..“假如我的生命就剩下一天的时间，我求求你，让他回来我的身边陪着我最后一天.. ” .. 晚上就坐在阳台，对着满天的星星说..“ 星星啊，你能不能叫他回来我的身边? 哪怕是一次..让我最后一次抱住他，紧紧的抱住，好吗..? ” ..
不知道是老天还是星星的帮忙.. 你回来了..

那天晚上，我把你抱的紧紧的，不肯放手.. 我的眼泪都把你肩膀弄湿了.. 真的好温暖.. 抱着你的时候，我真的很希望时间就这样停止。我好想拿一把很长很长刀从你背后刺进去，就这样抱着你一辈子，永远都不会放手了...

放弃你，下了多大的努力和勇气.. 我转身离开的时候，我好想回头你知道吗..
我好想回头抱住你，不要离开你，
我好想亲吻着你，不要再放手..
可是你心里最爱的那个，你确定是我吗..
之前你紧紧拉住我，发誓你真的爱我，不会欺骗我，
可是 为什么你要欺骗我.. 为什么让我走.. 你说的每一句话我都会当真，为什么你要骗我?
我深爱的男人，把我变成世上最笨的女人..
好讽刺..

其实我没有你的【她】坚强.. 我也是需要别人疼别人爱..
当初你不理会所有的流言选择了我，如今你是这样伤害我.. 我的心再痛你能够做什么?
假如当初我能够在我们交会的时候能忍住那激动的灵魂，也许现在我不会自己在夜里独自一个流泪，独自吞着所有的伤痛，独自在思念里沉沦..


曾经发誓对我说，永远不离开我，永远爱着我..
不要对我说永远，永远对我来说是昂贵的誓言..
我没有你想象那么的坚强，我也是会害怕寂寞的孤单.. 永远不是我要的明天，你爱过我已经足够..


*你永远都不会知道我还再原地等待着你回来*








每天晚上习惯的打开电脑

坐在电脑前眼泪悄悄就爬上眼角

每当想到你和他

此时我的心

真的好痛好痛......

就想有把刀在里面嗜欲的乱割一样

我不明白你为何对我的真情无动于衷

是不爱了吗

还是你从来就没爱过我

还是一开始你就从未用过真心？

如果是那样为何当初要说出在一起的誓言

既然说到就应该做到

可是为什么却做不到

曾经两个人誓言到现在还是那么真实

是你变了还是我自己改变了

我一直搞不清楚是

为什么？

这一切的一切究竟是为什么？

有谁能告诉我答案



　　
天好热好热

热的让我窒息

可是我的心却好冷好冷

就想北极一样处于0下

我的心在也没有这样痛过

而现在却如此的痛

真的好痛好痛......

而你的离开

再一次刺伤了我原本就已经很脆弱的心

你拒绝了我对你的真心而又真挚的感情

也许此时的你觉得我固执的冥顽不灵自以为是

可谁又能体会我现在的心情？
　　
人们都说缘分天注定

有缘才能相见

而我却一直不敢相信

因为我一直都在努力

但是你却一直看不清楚。
　　
或许我本该就这样放弃了

但是我做不到直到如今

我依然还在为爱等待



我默默等待着你的音讯

我在回忆里守候那份爱的宁静

只有我一个人在思念的痛苦中前行

我不知道爱

到底有多艰辛？
　　
但是我却只想和你真心相爱

在人生的风雨里相依相伴牵手到永远....

可你

却把我的真心撕碎丢弃在风里

视而不见、、、
　　
心碎了爱走了

我却只能一个人哭泣

有谁能听见我哭泣的声音

而我以后的日子充满寂寞

再也没有了浪漫谴倦

只有一曲昨日重现和心碎了爱走了

还有就是一颗支离破碎的

KOREAN

[CL]

hey playboy
its about time
and your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don’t care
that’s the only way you boys learn

[Minji]

니 옷깃에 묻은 립스틱은 나는 절대로 용서못해
매일 하루에 수십번 꺼져있는 핸드폰
변하지 않을것만 같아 oh oh

[Dara]

그저 친구라는 수많은 여자친구
날 똑같이 생각하지마 I won’t let it fly
이제 니맘대로해 난 미련을 버릴래
한때 정말 사랑했는데 oh

[CL]

가끔씩 술에 취해 전활걸어 지금은 새벽 다섯시반
넌 또 다른 여자의 이름을 불러 no

[Bom]

I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e

[Minji]
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]

다른 여자들의 다리를 훔쳐보는
니가 너무너무 한심해
매일 빼놓는 커플링 나 몰래 한 소개팅
더이상 못참을것같아 oh oh oh

[Dara]

넌 절대 아니라는 수많은 나의친구
넌 늑대란 친구들까지 타일렀지만
차라리 홀가분해 너에게 난 과분해
내 사랑이라 믿었는데 oh oh

[CL]

오늘도 바쁘다고 말하는 너 혹시나 전화해봤지만
역시 뒤에선 여자 웃음소리가 들려 oh no

[Bom]

I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]

난 너땜에 울며 지새던 밤을 기억해 boy
더 후회할 널 생각하니 맘이 쉬웠네 boy
날 놓치긴 아깝고 갖기엔 시시하잖니
있을때 잘하지 너 왜 이제와 매달리니

[CL]

속아준 거짓말만해도 수백번
오늘 이후로 난 남자 울리는 bad girl
이젠 눈물 한방울 없이 널 비웃어
사랑이란 게임 속 loser
무릎꿇고 잡을 수 있니
아님 눈 앞에서 당장 꺼져

[Bom]

I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

——————————————-

TRANSLATIONS

[CL]
Hey playboy
It’s about time
And your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That’s the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
I can’t ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone’s always off
It doesn’t seem like you’re going to change oh oh

[Dara]
All those girlfriends you call “friends”
Don’t think of me in the same way as them, I won’t let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I’m going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it’s 5:30 am
Again you say another girl’s name no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minzy]
Stealing glances at other girl’s legs
You’re so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don’t think that I’ll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Dara]
My friends say that you’re not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl’s laugh oh no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minzy]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you
Loser who’s inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

要开始一段远距离的爱情，必须清楚以下几点：

1。他不能无时无刻都在你的身边，你们或许一个月、三个







so, of course, you were supposed to call me tonight
you were supposed to call me tonight
we would have gone to the cinema
and, after, to the restaurant, the one you like in your street

we would have slept together, have a nice breakfast together
and then a walk in a park together, how beautiful is there!
you would have said "i love you" in the cutest place on earth
where some lullabies are dancing with the fairies

i would have waited like a week or two
but you never tried to reach me
no, you never called me back
you were dating that bleach-blonde girl
if i find her, i swear, i swear...

i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away

i would have met your friends, we would have had a drink or two
they would have liked me, 'cause sometimes i'm funny
i would have met your dad, i would have met your mum
she would have said "please, can you make some beautiful babies?"

so we would have had a boy called tom and a girl called susan, born in japan

i saw it was a love story, but you don't want to get involved
i saw it was a love story, but you're not ready for that ...

me neither. i'll kill her
she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away

she's a bitch you know, all she's got is blondeness
not even tenderness, yeah, she's cleverless
she'll dump your ass for a model called brendan
he will pay for beautiful surgery 'cause he's full of money

i would have waited like a week or two
but you never tried to reach me
no, you never called me back
you were dating that bleach-blonde girl
if i find her, i swear, you know, i swear, i swear ...

i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away

man, i told you, you know, if i find her,
i really, i, i mean, i'll kill her, for real!
it's like for sure, you have to know, uh,
i mean, you know, i can do it, man,
i'll kill her.







今天睡到一点多就快爬起来.
因为要上网了.多么希望他会像已往酱找我.
最后一天能睡到像猪了.
明天开工了,不想做工啦~!!!
想在家发霉.等待他会找我.
最近心情不错,不断的吵吵闹闹.
很久没酱了,因为那时候的我还特别的想他.
但是之从我们又见面后,我又开始的想她了.
不断的回想他说的话.
"拿雨伞接我的公主."
这句话到底什么意思呢?
为什么我会酱在意你说的话?
我根本还没把你放下.
我看见他和她酱甜蜜,我吃醋.
我很想把他们撤删,但是我没有本事.
因为她真的很美,她样样都好过我. =(
我在期待你们分手,但是有预感你们俩真的是相爱的.
弟弟和优米说你们不会长久的.
但是我还能等多久?
为什么分了,你还找我出去?
不爱我了,不在乎我了,为什么还叫我出去?
当其他人误会我们是情侣时,你知道我有多么的伤心吗?
因为我不再属于你的了.
心痛又再发作了.
真的很怀念我们的点点滴滴.
望着天上的星星说我好想你.
琛回来好吗?

Be an egoistic lady!
Riiko
23rd of June


I WANT this and I WANT that!
i want a notebook MacBook Air
i want a camera Nikon Digital SLR D7000
AND ALL I WANT ARE HIM!


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♥ darky (owner) ♥





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