Sunday, May 10
Estee Lauder Model Search 2009
♥ 8:20:00 AM
2day i take leave again. Friday i ask my boss lady permission for taking leave on Sunday. she ask why i take leave again. i told her i wanna go for model audition. she like not happy, said if nt going must go to work. Saturday, during work i feel she don't want to talk to me. seem angry at me. and i feel so stress, just because i really wanna have a try. but den can't find any transport yet. almost after work, mummy call up and said sun 3rd sis fetch us go. ask me to tell boss lady. i start to worry n stress again. because i knew boss lady sure mad at me. on d way back, i told her sun i'm sure going for it. she start to mumbling already, said no matter how also must let me go and try. said i just work thr 2 months, take 3 times leave already. this are d 3rd time i take leave from boss. last time since i just start working while i just form 5 till nw, i never take leave be4 even i fall sick. 1st, i wanna go for d i wanna be model audition but no one noe hw to go d mines. tats y i gv up n go out wif him. i never feel regret, because tat day r my memorable day for me. i wont 4get d day wif him for almost whole day. =] 2nd, my beloved uncle pass away. i nid to attend his funeral day. nw r jz 3rd time, i just wan to try. become a model are my dream! if tat day v din break off, i will gv up my model dream because of him. just because he r my everything, even i gv up i wont feel waste or wat. but nw, im just alone. 11.30a.m. 3rd sis came, bring us go pj n hv lunch 1st. 2day r mother's day n her bday. after lunch, we went to mid valley. reach thr around 1+ noon edy. i book appointment wif estee lauder model search at 2p.m.. go to d toilet 1st be4 go for it. whose noe d toilet full, nid 2 line up. wat d fuck, i waited for so long no one come out from d toilet. keep on heard d flush sound oni. =.=" wait till i wanted to scold all d dirty words out edy, she oni cum out. SWT~! 2p.m. i reach at d center court of metrojaya, straight away fill up d form. n started to make up. i dun like d make up nehx, because i feel tat i make up look better den them. =x everyone tot im fashion designer, make up artist or hairstylish. o.O after make up, i din go for hair do by miko academy. because d make up artist said my hair look perfect edy. ^^ go for d shooting, i totally stun. too many people keep stare at me. i duno hw to pose already. aikx~! tis time sure lose edy lorhx. make up nt nice, pose oso nt nice. =( 5pm reach home, joven sis ask mummy go in to her room discuss sumthing. her face look so serious n scary. ltr on i ask wat happen, they told me. sis lost her money, i told her actually last few day i lost money too. but v really duno who stole it. haiz~ y bad luck keep on come near us?! bankrupt already lerhx~ 2day feel so moody larhx. i miss him so much. still hoping tat he will care for me. will tell me everything will be fine. =(
&taking pictures makes me happy.
