Monday, May 11
I'm so freaking stress.
♥ 6:41:00 AM
i sleep at d floor, because d wheather r too hot. i cnt sleep, at least floor more cooling. around 7+ mu mmy wake up edy, she open our wardrobe. its kinda loud, wake me up. coz happen 3 times break in edy, i really cant sleep well. i scare anytime oso will happen agn. =( around 12+ noon, its d time i nid to wake up edy because i keep on thinking he might on9 edy. he might be wonder hw cum i din on9. but all r my illusion oni, he wont think of me anymore. 2day i quite moody too. im so stress of working n sum others things tat happen to our hse member. mummy 2day going to ask my cousin bout it. i keep on beg mummy nt to ask, because i scare will hurt his feeling. i dunwan anyone get hurt, i rather im d one who get hurt. coz i noe d feeling r pain. T.T when bro bk from work, v watching movie. mummy ask him weather he lose any money, because i n sis lost money edy. n mummy gv a hint to him. i saw him stun for few second, his face change too. i really worry bout him. i dun hope tat he r d one who did tat. movie nt finish yet, he went out edy. usually he will watch finish oni went out one, y 2day he went out so early? izit he feel scare or feel sad? haiz~ i really confuse. at tis time i think of 'HIM' agn, i feel like crying at his shoulder. at tis moment, i really duno who to find. i dunwan find yumi n darky because i dunwan to make them worry agn. =( cn u cum bk to me? i really nid u. Q_Q
&taking pictures makes me happy.
Riiko
